By Victoria CattOriginal Source: scarymommy.comIt has been three weeks since my three boys started 2nd grade and kindergarten.Eight weeks since my boys’ dad died from alcoholism.Ten weeks since he showed up drunk to a family event for Father’s Day and ended up in the ICU.Fifteen weeks since he started drinking again.Sixteen weeks since he left rehab for the third time.Forty weeks since I filed for divorce.Have you ever had a range of emotions so strong and so confusing that it completely engulfs your existence? How can an emotion be so crushing that it feels like 100 elephants stampeding on your chest?...click here to continue reading