It’s a miracle I’m alive.
By Erin Khar
Original Source: self.com
As I settled in to watch HBO’s new documentary on the opioid crisis, Warning: This Drug May Kill You, I prepared myself. It’s never easy to witness someone in the throes of active addiction. What I didn’t expect is how emotional and nauseated I would feel within even the first five minutes.
Warning: This Drug May Kill You opens with a series of clips that capture various individuals mid-overdose. In between these harrowing moments, the documentary intersperses facts about the skyrocketing opioid crisis. The numbers are startling: Overdose-related deaths have almost tripled between 1999 and 2014.
The clip that made my stomach drop, the one I wasn’t ready for, showed a despondent toddler, trying to get her overdosing mother off the floor of a store aisle.
As I fought the lump in my throat and the tears that followed, what kept running through my mind was: That could have been me.
The first time I tried heroin was a week after my 13th birthday.
I had already been stealing pills when…click here to continue reading